Two opposite feelings at the same time — that is what makes the moment hard. A useful answer names both sides and does not pretend to be fearless.
| Pulling you back | Pushing you forward |
|---|---|
| Fear of failing in public — that people will see me start and see me stop | Excitement — the ordinary day suddenly has something in it |
| Self-doubt — “others here are better prepared than I am” | Determination — the stubborn feeling that I have waited long enough |
| Being overwhelmed — the whole staircase at once, instead of one step | Curiosity — wanting to know what I am actually capable of |
| Loneliness — nobody can climb it for me | Hope — a clear picture of standing at the top |
Sample answer: Standing at the bottom, the first thing I feel is that the task is far bigger than I am — I look at the whole staircase instead of the first step, and my stomach tightens. Underneath that there is a smaller, steadier feeling of wanting to know whether I can do it. I felt exactly this before my first inter-school elocution: my hands were cold, and yet I did not want anyone to take my name off the list.